Oath

Oath used to be you and me. Oath used to be us. It was our song. Every single time I have heard this song I've been thinking on you at least 'till the end of that day.

But now it all has gone... like a song used to say... "gone with the wind" 

I know that last month I havn't been the 'best friend' that you could have or deserve and I'm so sorry. You can't imagine how blue I feel every time I miss you and I realise that you aren't here anymore... that you have gone out of my life. 

I'm gonna miss you. I know I'm gonna miss you lots my darling.

But what else can I do? Every time I try to get you more close to me I say something wrong that makes you get away. And everyday you are more far to me...

It's so painful to feel that a person you love is going away, far away from you and taking a pice of your heart with her. Right now I don't really care about my heart but I'm feeling so blue witout you. And the worst part is that I know you're not gonna come back. At least not now. And maybe never... 

I've been praying a lot to deal all this situation but it seems that we are not made to each other. And now it's time to let us go and follow with our lifes. 

Like before. 

Like if all this has never truly happened. I don't know if you're going to hide the truth of us or if you're gonna keep my memory in to your heart forever or, at least, until our lives cross again...

I will always keep our promise. Hope you too.